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Tomorrow (or shall I say today since it is already 1am?) I will be having a Christmas party at my Area Overseer's house. Technically speaking, it should be a joyous thing right but then frankly, I am more worried than excited. Because I know I can potentially leave the house feeling like a failure in ministry again since 2 other cells (also under my Area Overseer) will be coming for the party as well.

Firstly, I do not feel comfortable at parties with so many strangers, secondly, I know I might start comparing how other cells seems to be so successful and everybody is so close to one another while my cell is like that and thirdly, I have to be in-charge of explaining one game which my cell put together and since it involves me giving instructions to a group of strangers, I am not the bit excited about it.

May I invite your prayers in praying that everything will go well and I will not leave the Christmas party with a frown but with a smile. Pray against any spiritual attacks in my cognition which is going to tell me that "I am a failure"; that "it is not worth it". Thanks.